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(no subject) [Feb. 26th, 2006|10:48 pm]
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What an awesome weekend.

It's amazing how certain things can change in mearly and instant. Thoughts that you were convinced would last a life time vaporize away instantaneously. You find yourself looking at the world differenlty and liking it. Life as you knew it may be basically the same, but looking at it through a new lense changes everything. So far, going to Craig's house for the weekend is two for two in terms of revitalizing me and causing me to see the world in a whole new light. Everything is different now and I love it that way.

A new world calls across the ocean
A new world calls across the sky
A new world whispers in the shadows
Time to fly, time to fly
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(no subject) [Feb. 18th, 2006|05:40 pm]
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Governor's school auditions turned out to be on March 4 actually... so after driving to the College of New Jersey for two hours... my mom and I turned around and came home... I am an idiot

On a lighter note... LAN Tonight at Steven's House!!! Me and Dan are partying it up and plan to pwn all of the nubs... thats 1337 for we rock, lol

See you all later!
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(no subject) [Feb. 17th, 2006|11:03 pm]
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Governor's school auditions are tomorrow and I am quite scared. Even though it is only the first round and I have a long ways to go before I would be accepted, this is a really big deal. This is the first time I've ever done an audition outside of camp and school, environments where I know everyone involved. I am freaking out and hope to get a whole lot of sleep tomorrow. Even though I feel really well prepared with my pieces, I am really really scared.

Wish me luck guys... I haven't been this nervous in a long long time...
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(no subject) [Feb. 14th, 2006|08:45 pm]
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Here's to the best Valentine's Day so far in my life!

I came to the realization last night that Valentine's Day does not have to be a celebration of you and your loved one, although it quite often is. I prefer, mostly out of self-preservation, to view it as a celebration of the principles of love. A celebration of love's power to inspire, to provoke, to enlighten, and to conquer everything. And through the actions of my friends, some of which may have otherwise gone unnoticed and some that should be splashed across banners, I experienced the satisfaction of seeing love in action today. While I myself may not be in a relationship at the moment, this does not stop me from believing in the principles of love and the wonderment that it contains. I was having doubts a few days ago about the very essense of love and today has cured me of all doubt I previously possesed. Love is beuatiful, inspiring, and in every sense of the word, awesome.

I love love.

And I love you... Happy Valentine's Day

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Cabaret Night: A Night Delight [Feb. 4th, 2006|12:14 am]
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What a way to turn around a crappy week.

Tonight fucking rocking my socks. Tonight was filled with dancing and singing. Tonight was filled with laughter and fun. Tonight was freeing, funny, fantastic, and fabulous. Tonight was one of the main reasons I love high school, my friends.

Guys Quartet went really well, and people genuinely seemed to enjoy it. Dancing was so much fun, despite that I have so much to learn. Watching my grandparents dance is the most adorable thing ever and I love them so much. The Jazz Bands were outstanding and a blast. The Girls Quartet and Show Choir were both really good and I quite enjoyed them.

Tonight was just purely delightful.

Thanks guys for a great great time. :)
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(no subject) [Jan. 31st, 2006|08:51 pm]
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Today was extremely crappy. Besides the standard crappiness of what seems to be everyday now, with just an inpending feeling of doom in my life, other specific things today were crappy as well. I didn't get to eat lunch because of an overlap in a make-up quiz and choir practice. I just found out I'm not going to be able to make Guys Quartet rehearsal because of Regions. I can't go to West Chester friday night because I have Cabaret night. My voice teacher forgot to scheduale me for a lesson so I had to wait an extra hour doing nothing and there was no piano player. My lesson itself went horribly and I feel like my voice is becoming crap. I feel like crap, I feel like I'm alone, and I feel even worse because I know that things are not that bad and I should realize that.

I don't know why, but lately I feel like everything is horrible because I want it to be. Why am I becoming such a pessimist?
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(no subject) [Jan. 29th, 2006|09:30 pm]
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Operation Muffin Man [Jan. 28th, 2006|08:38 pm]
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Today, on January 28, 2006, Operation Muffin Man took place and was a resounding success.

Liz, Hannah, and I went to the Rockaway Mall and I let them dress me up in any clothes that they wished. After talking to my mom, and realizing that a lot of my clothes don't fit anymore, I decided to not only let Hannah and Liz make me their Ken Doll, but rather pick out a new wardrobe for me. And what a success it turned out to be! I currently now own button down shirts, pants that fit me, and a multitude of other clothes that are fashionable and "mature". I look like a completely different person, but I really do enjoy this new look. It's the first time I've changed my style since I was 12 and I guess it was time for a change. The only problem is that I need to talk to them to match up what we picked out into outfits because I have NO clue what matches and what doesn't. I'm fashionable incompetent and Liz and Hannah's help is invaluable. It'll be funny to see how people react on Monday.

I really did have a fucking awesome time today. More than the clothes, it was just great to hang out with Hannah and Liz for a whole day. I love them both so much and find them each absolutely adorable in their own way. I don't think they realize how awesome they really are and when you guys read this, I hope you guys realize how superbly sweet you are! Thanks for picking out my clothes for me and dressing my like a three year old, because hell if I know what to wear and what not to.

Now off to clean my room, and my closet to make room for all of my clothes. This weekend so far has been a great escape from the hell week that has just passed, and I imagine that Hebrew High and D+D tomorrow will only continue that trend. Fucking Sweet!!!
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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2006|10:34 pm]

Should I make my LJ friends only? I mean, everyone who reads it is on my friends list anyway, or so I believe, so I don't know if it would change much. Yet, it would also stop me from thinking that I'm letting random creepy people read it. What do you think?
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(no subject) [Jan. 24th, 2006|10:49 pm]

So today was the Science Olympiad competition. It didn't go as well as I would have liked, but next year will be phenominal... I'll make sure of it.

Let me leave you with this message of the day.

Tuna fish on matzah is one of the best thing ever. To those of you goyim that do not eat matzah, or have never tried it with tuna fish, you have NO IDEA what you're missing. YUM!
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