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[Feb. 26th, 2006|10:48 pm] |
What an awesome weekend.
It's amazing how certain things can change in mearly and instant. Thoughts that you were convinced would last a life time vaporize away instantaneously. You find yourself looking at the world differenlty and liking it. Life as you knew it may be basically the same, but looking at it through a new lense changes everything. So far, going to Craig's house for the weekend is two for two in terms of revitalizing me and causing me to see the world in a whole new light. Everything is different now and I love it that way.
A new world calls across the ocean
A new world calls across the sky
A new world whispers in the shadows
Time to fly, time to fly |
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[Feb. 18th, 2006|05:40 pm] |
I AM THE TOOL OF THE CENTURY!!!!
Governor's school auditions turned out to be on March 4 actually... so after driving to the College of New Jersey for two hours... my mom and I turned around and came home... I am an idiot
On a lighter note... LAN Tonight at Steven's House!!! Me and Dan are partying it up and plan to pwn all of the nubs... thats 1337 for we rock, lol
See you all later! |
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[Feb. 17th, 2006|11:03 pm] |
Governor's school auditions are tomorrow and I am quite scared. Even though it is only the first round and I have a long ways to go before I would be accepted, this is a really big deal. This is the first time I've ever done an audition outside of camp and school, environments where I know everyone involved. I am freaking out and hope to get a whole lot of sleep tomorrow. Even though I feel really well prepared with my pieces, I am really really scared.
Wish me luck guys... I haven't been this nervous in a long long time... |
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[Feb. 14th, 2006|08:45 pm] |
Here's to the best Valentine's Day so far in my life!
I came to the realization last night that Valentine's Day does not have to be a celebration of you and your loved one, although it quite often is. I prefer, mostly out of self-preservation, to view it as a celebration of the principles of love. A celebration of love's power to inspire, to provoke, to enlighten, and to conquer everything. And through the actions of my friends, some of which may have otherwise gone unnoticed and some that should be splashed across banners, I experienced the satisfaction of seeing love in action today. While I myself may not be in a relationship at the moment, this does not stop me from believing in the principles of love and the wonderment that it contains. I was having doubts a few days ago about the very essense of love and today has cured me of all doubt I previously possesed. Love is beuatiful, inspiring, and in every sense of the word, awesome.
I love love.
And I love you... Happy Valentine's Day
( 20 Music Quotes About Love NOT from Broadway Musicals ) |
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| Cabaret Night: A Night Delight |
[Feb. 4th, 2006|12:14 am] |
What a way to turn around a crappy week.
Tonight fucking rocking my socks. Tonight was filled with dancing and singing. Tonight was filled with laughter and fun. Tonight was freeing, funny, fantastic, and fabulous. Tonight was one of the main reasons I love high school, my friends.
Guys Quartet went really well, and people genuinely seemed to enjoy it. Dancing was so much fun, despite that I have so much to learn. Watching my grandparents dance is the most adorable thing ever and I love them so much. The Jazz Bands were outstanding and a blast. The Girls Quartet and Show Choir were both really good and I quite enjoyed them.
Tonight was just purely delightful.
Thanks guys for a great great time. :) |
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[Jan. 31st, 2006|08:51 pm] |
Today was extremely crappy. Besides the standard crappiness of what seems to be everyday now, with just an inpending feeling of doom in my life, other specific things today were crappy as well. I didn't get to eat lunch because of an overlap in a make-up quiz and choir practice. I just found out I'm not going to be able to make Guys Quartet rehearsal because of Regions. I can't go to West Chester friday night because I have Cabaret night. My voice teacher forgot to scheduale me for a lesson so I had to wait an extra hour doing nothing and there was no piano player. My lesson itself went horribly and I feel like my voice is becoming crap. I feel like crap, I feel like I'm alone, and I feel even worse because I know that things are not that bad and I should realize that.
I don't know why, but lately I feel like everything is horrible because I want it to be. Why am I becoming such a pessimist? |
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| Operation Muffin Man |
[Jan. 28th, 2006|08:38 pm] |
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Today, on January 28, 2006, Operation Muffin Man took place and was a resounding success.
Liz, Hannah, and I went to the Rockaway Mall and I let them dress me up in any clothes that they wished. After talking to my mom, and realizing that a lot of my clothes don't fit anymore, I decided to not only let Hannah and Liz make me their Ken Doll, but rather pick out a new wardrobe for me. And what a success it turned out to be! I currently now own button down shirts, pants that fit me, and a multitude of other clothes that are fashionable and "mature". I look like a completely different person, but I really do enjoy this new look. It's the first time I've changed my style since I was 12 and I guess it was time for a change. The only problem is that I need to talk to them to match up what we picked out into outfits because I have NO clue what matches and what doesn't. I'm fashionable incompetent and Liz and Hannah's help is invaluable. It'll be funny to see how people react on Monday.
I really did have a fucking awesome time today. More than the clothes, it was just great to hang out with Hannah and Liz for a whole day. I love them both so much and find them each absolutely adorable in their own way. I don't think they realize how awesome they really are and when you guys read this, I hope you guys realize how superbly sweet you are! Thanks for picking out my clothes for me and dressing my like a three year old, because hell if I know what to wear and what not to.
Now off to clean my room, and my closet to make room for all of my clothes. This weekend so far has been a great escape from the hell week that has just passed, and I imagine that Hebrew High and D+D tomorrow will only continue that trend. Fucking Sweet!!! |
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[Jan. 25th, 2006|10:34 pm] |
Should I make my LJ friends only? I mean, everyone who reads it is on my friends list anyway, or so I believe, so I don't know if it would change much. Yet, it would also stop me from thinking that I'm letting random creepy people read it. What do you think? |
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[Jan. 24th, 2006|10:49 pm] |
So today was the Science Olympiad competition. It didn't go as well as I would have liked, but next year will be phenominal... I'll make sure of it.
Let me leave you with this message of the day.
Tuna fish on matzah is one of the best thing ever. To those of you goyim that do not eat matzah, or have never tried it with tuna fish, you have NO IDEA what you're missing. YUM! |
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[Jan. 18th, 2006|11:31 pm] |
Yea... so I've kind of started to give up. And by give up, I mean realize the truth. And by realize the truth, I mean accept the inevitable. And by accept the inevitable, I mean realize the truth. And by realize the truth, I mean give up.
Not give up in a bad way... just in an extremely realistic non-Medford type of way... |
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[Jan. 17th, 2006|10:55 pm] |
So cast lists went up today and I got Will in Oklahoma! I am uber-excited and think that this show is going to be a fucking blast... and even better yet... Liz says that I'm going to get to tap!!! I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO TAP!
This is gonna be sweet... |
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[Jan. 16th, 2006|11:14 pm] |
SOOO much going on with SOOO much stress... I can't help but panic when I realize how much is going on... as in... tomorrow... I thought I was going to get together with Kaplan for Science Olympiad but I think that I just realized that I have both work and a voice lesson. So now I think I'm going to have to find someone to cover me for work, and bail on Kaplan, and total Rawr!!!
I really wish that I had someone special to just hold me and tell me that everything is going to be okay... |
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| Why the hell not?? |
[Jan. 12th, 2006|09:56 pm] |
YOU
1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favorite place to be:
11. favorite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band, a song and an album:
PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you. |
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[Jan. 12th, 2006|04:56 pm] |
I was driving home from going out to pizza with Josh, and the reservoir,was really really pretty with the perfect sunset. I really wanted to take a picture but realized I didn't have my camera on me. So I raced home (safely of course), grabbed my camera, and safely raced back. I took a few pictures, but that 6 minutes made all the difference. I missed the perfect moment and that makes me angry! Rawr! So now I'm going to carry around my camera in the car with me at all times... just in case. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|09:46 pm] |
Oh dear lord above, ye who reins over all the lands with ultimate devine power, please bless Dennis Zeveloff with a callback for The King and I. I shall be willing to sacrifice several small farm animals or a group of interesting vegetables instead if you would rather prefer. But whatever you ask for, please grant this lovely boy his last dying wish of getting a callback.
Amen.
P.S. If you could see that we have bread in the house for tomorrow so I could make a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich, that would be great. Thanks!! |
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[Jan. 9th, 2006|08:21 pm] |
I Am A: Chaotic Good Dwarf Ranger Thief
Alignment:
Chaotic Good characters are independent types with a strong belief in the value of goodness. They have little use for governments and other forces of order, and will generally do their own things, without heed to such groups.
Race:
Dwarves are short and stout, and easily recognizable by their well-cared-for beards. They are hard workers, and adept at stonework and engineering. They tend to live apart from other races; generally in deep, underground excavated systems, and as such tend to be distant from other races.
Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.
Secondary Class:
Thieves are the most roguish of the classes. They are sneaky and nimble-fingered, and have skills with traps and locks. While not all use these skills for burglary, that is a common occupation of this class.
Deity:
Shaundakul is the Chaotic Good god of travel and exploration. He is also known as the Rider of the Winds. His followers are typically rangers, and work to protect the land. They typically wear leather armor, and carry long swords and short bows. Shaundakul's symbol is a white hand with the index finger raised.
Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy of NeppyMan (e-mail)
So basically I'm a chaotic good rouge... yes I am...
A-Pax Fizem... I miss you a lot... but you will rule again someday... I promise... |
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[Jan. 8th, 2006|11:44 pm] |
Man I've been updating a lot recently...
Today rocked quite a bit...I'll say why in a bulleted list
-Gave blood for the first time
-Got a free bagel because of it!
-Had a great time at Hebrew High
-Got treated to a Cluck U snack by Oren
-Found out that I got into regions... w00t
Now I just have to prep myself for this coming week... quite a busy one... another bulleted list
-Several tests for which I must study
-Cornell Glee Club assembly with performance
-Auditions for the school show
-Chemistry League field trip
-Possibly a forensics competition this weekend
-I'm sure many things that I can't forsee at the moment... just have that kind of vibe, ya know?
And now I go to bed... but I must say that I really miss L5Y and I plan to start getting back into it. It's so phenominal and I feel like I've abandonded it for not listening to it for so long.
Goodnight!
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*EDIT*
Damn you Jamie... while Cathy may be a controlling self-concious bitch, that gives you NO right to cheat on her... and saying that "no one will understand" is a horrible excuse for your inexcusable actions. The relationship is already destroyed by this point, so I can't use this to blame Jamie more, but it can certainly make me dislike him as a person. No one is justified in stooping to the point of cheating on someone. Jamie even knows it if he's willing to say that Nobody Needs to Know, evidence that he knows that this is something he has to hide.
The part of the show that makes me hurt the most:
"Since I have to be in love with someone
Since I need to be in love with someone
Maybe I could be in love with someone
Like you..."
Damn you Jamie... damn you |
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[Jan. 7th, 2006|11:22 pm] |
From the FBLA trip... I thought that this setup just looked quite humorous... supposedly unintentional |
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| January 7th: Opposite Day |
[Jan. 7th, 2006|08:12 pm] |
Man... I just got this incredibly random and unprovoked urge to make a livejournal post about my day with LIZZ DESIMONE. Hm.. go figure!
So, today fucking rocked. Woke up at 6:45 and realize that Craig and I were already late to Basking Ridge so we quickly jumped in the car and I drove him to his debate tournament at Ridge High School. I got back and got picked up by LIZZ DESIMONE about five minutes later. We drove to Paramus high school where we had our Regions Choir audition. I thought that mine went really well in all aspects, and if you know how I critique my auditions, ESPECIALLY vocal ones, you know that thats a big deal. Either I'm getting to be a better singer or worse at judging my auditions. Lets hope that its the former.
ANYWAYS
LIZZ DESIMONE and I had a grand time meeting up with Leah from MoCoHoCo and she invited us to her sweet sixteen! That should be a blast. I also bumped into Zac Szoke who I was just mentioning at New Years that I haven't seen in a bajillion years, so that was awesome.
Then LIZZ DESIMONE, her father, her mother, and I drove into the city, where we proceeded to go to Strawberry Fields and St. Patrick's Cathedral, both of which you are apparently supposed to be really quiet in. After some brief shopping to pick up supposed Rent paraphernalia, we moved on. We then went to lunch in a Cuban restaurant where we danced the same dance no matter what song played. Various stories were told over the tardiness of the meal which was quite entertaining as well. LIZZ DESIMONE's parents are really nice and crazy people which makes me like them quite a bit. LIZZ DESIMONE's mom also looks INSANELY like her daughter... almost in a creepy way... but I guess you should expect that from the woman her birthed the girl in question.
After lunch, we headed over to the theater to see Hairspray which was GREAT. I had heard from people that it sucked but I really really disagree. It was a blast, had a few funny lines, a few serious moments, but overall just a great pace and flow. I didn't like how a few songs had two endings which seemed to be purely for more applause, but besides that I really have no complaints. The girl who played Penny was extremely talented and I was really jealous. The show really reminded me why I love theatre, the energy that draws me to the stage. I like getting that feeling and so I like the show even more.
We then all went to Colony, a sheet music store on Broadway and 48th, and it's one of my favorite places in NYC. It was great hanging out in there and especially great having the cashier make fun of LIZZ DESIMONE for her Harry Potter scarf. That really was quite humorous to me. We all then drove home watching Top Gun on a very scratched DVD but still loving it none the less. Who knew a biting sound could be so scary and intimidating?
Overall today fucking rocked.... really an awesome time. I always think that I don't want to be social until I actually do something and then I end up having a great time. Broadway, friendship, laughter, and NYC always make for a great recipe.
Thanks LIZZ DESIMONE for an awesome day. |
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